From the past... I felt like this... Maybe you'll finally see...

What's your greatest ambition?

to become immortal and then die...

"I will end up destroying myself one way or another...."

It's funny when someone says I love You.

You can't really feel it when the words are spoken out,

But when they say they don't love you anymore,

You can feel every ounce drained out of your entire body.

Your body is my home.

Feeling your heavy breathing on my neck again,

Having your arms around me tight,

Feeling safe,

I love you.

People say that I don't judge

usually I don't

but sometimes,

I think people need to be judged

more than anything

I wish that I could do what I want

without caring what other people think

When someone asks you "what's wrong?"

and the most common lie is 'I'm fine.'

In the past...

I wondered

Will I be alone forever?

I wanted to tell you so many things,

But didn't know how.

"Remember there are no mistakes,

only lessons to love yourself,

trusting your choices,

and everything is possible"

I admit I longed for a relationship,

But it was hard to find Mr. right.

Seeing a good looking guy that had the conceded attitude.

Or have a guy with the perfect attitude was wasn't "good looking"

I wanted both, Yet I never found Mr. Right.

I thought I did so many times but... well

I found him,

I found my Mr.Right.

It took me all through high school to find him for me,

Seeing him for the first time, I felt like love at first sight,

But I had to let him make the first move,

letting it be traditional,

It didn't work out.

I had to make the first move,

Follow him after class,

Talk, Laugh, Whisper,

Than I asked him if He would be mine.

First words were not what I wanted to hear,

Yet he later said he was a fool and wanted me.

Taking it day by day, so slowly,

Love was growing between us,

from him and me

we became one, and have been ever since.

You are real with yourself to me than you are to your best bro.

You let me see your emotions,

anger, sadness, and yes true happiness.

Create your Life.

I tried to see the beauty in every person.

But when I look at others,

They never do the same.

Right now love me.

let your heart defy your logic....