I Have Risen

So its that time of year where college students are studying, or procrastinating...

To me I really have no idea where I'm heading, Yet I believe I'll do something great. (Since that is why we are here in this world, right?) So I'm in my third year of college and let me tell you something, I wish I could be a freshman again. I know I'm not ready to become a senior in college, hell, I know I'm not ready. I see students getting jobs, or studying with friends in groups, I see couples making out and others laughing on how gross it is to swap spit to each other. I've seen grown men still act like second grade students. I've noticed that my teachers are just a little bit older than I am, yet they manage to grade my papers.

How Am I suppose to be a doctor when I've done so many mistakes, the saying "You learn from your Mistakes," Whoever made that saying should be punched in the face for making that a mistake.

I don't know where I'm heading but I guess I'm not the only one, all I know is that I'm "In love," and no one can take that away. I'm also very interested in healthcare/medical care. I love caring for people, listening where they came from, why they are here for me to take care of them at Hunstman. I want to be around people, and socialize but also I want to help them. Its odd, it sounds like I should be a counselor, or a psychiatrist, or someone that can listen and give some opinion or advice.

But I love being in a hospital and wrap my patients up and take care of them until its time for them to get packin' and get goin'.

Yeah that's right I have goals too. Shocking isn't it? :D

I Know it may be late to start it but here it goes for this year I'm hoping to check out these things before this year ends. In any random listed.

This really needs to be said out ASAP.

• Tell my mom, I want to be in a relationship, have my secret for almost three year be out.
• Get a job, before this is said.
• Apply volunteer work.
• Basically be not afraid to ask my parents for me to go out with my Boyfriend or friends at night.

My list for my physical appearance goals

• Work out 2-4 days a Week-20mins-1hr (lose 20-45 lbs in several months.)
• Follow a well diet.
• Get my curves back.
• Run around the neighborhood till I pass out... once-twice a week.

My list for my education goals

• PASS all my classes with and A or a B+ at the end of the spring semester. (Hey I can dream...)
• Getting on with the Scholarship applications, apply at least 7-10 before its too late.
• Pass my classes with Straight A's this Time.
• Go to study sessions when available
• Have tutors when I'm in desperate in need of help.

MAIN GOAL!

• Keep Saving up my $$ for Medical school. So I don't have to take loans, or that would be the end for me.

So as you can figure it out, This blog is basically about myself. I'll be posting a few from time to time. I'll let you in about the ASAP marks that I have Up there.